Truth Be Told

Moved to...

2009-08-07T00:22:00.000-07:00

...here.

Totally unnecessary.

2009-08-06T09:13:00.000-07:00

Been finding fault in all the little issues as of late.
Don't bother, just need to whine to be fine.

School's being polluted by just too many unnecessary humans.

A girl wearing tight-fitting top, a checkered mini-skirt that's mini-er than mini and a pair of toots..oh..boots, i mean.
Every single step she took is accompanied by the stupidest 'dance' gestures I've ever seen.
Super irritating.
Couldn't stand looking at the bimbo but my eyes were stubbornly glued to her.
Please uh, you're in a school, not a club for tootness sake.

An effingly huge girl wearing something that's meant for Eva Longoria.
Felt like my eyes have been stabbed.

Please uh, put your brain, that has apparently plummeted to your ass, back to where it should be.

DR. Love in da house.

2009-08-04T21:16:00.000-07:00

I've got 2 clients under my care as of now.
Both clients are childhood friends of mine.
And I guess it's safe to say that they are both of higher intellect,
considering the fact that they got into their respective Uni with much ease.
But what happens when both are pinned down with relationship issues?,
though one of them is not even in an official relationship.
Dilemma? Fallen? Defeated?

Current situation of client A: Hanging.

Client A has been with her bf for over a year now.
And only recently, her bf opened up to her, saying that he's not sure of his actual feelings for her.
He said that he has not reached the level of LOVE and that that's something that they both should work towards.
Yesterday, she gave a lead to a probable cause of their tension: A third party.
Someone whom she knew and meet frequently.
Though this other person is not in the wrong because it's him that is confused.
According to client A, her bf felt some kinda unusual attraction towards this girl,
and is not able to fight the attraction off like he normally could.
As much as she doesn't want to end the relationship, she couldn't bear to wait any longer.
He's confused and indecisive, telling her that he needs more time to sort his feelings out and that he still likes my client and does not wish to part.

So he's honest and upfront. But what if he takes ages to come to a decision? All the more client A should try to regain his swayed attention, if she still loves him. Furthermore, it's just an attraction, nothing going on between him and the other girl. If his focus is back on track, they should be back fine though feelings for each other won't be the same as how it began.

Bottomline is, it shouldn't be a one-sided affair in a relationship. It has definitely gotta be mutual; both must want things to work out. If both parties are no longer keen or has uncertainties that seem to be unsettled within a period of time, might as well let the matters rest.

[Truth hurts, lies worst]

Current situation of Client B: Similar to client A.

Stay tuned.

[Emotions do overpower Intelligence]

I am

2009-08-02T02:21:00.000-07:00

what I am.

Flat broke.
Grounded.
.
.
And,
smiling.

Really?

2009-07-29T21:39:00.000-07:00

Sidetracking is my middle name.
Or so it has been for the past few days.
Solely because it has got something to do with school assignments.
Without fail, everytime Microsoft Word & Powerpoint are up,
they'll be replaced by Facebook, YouTube and whatevernots, not long after.
And that is why, I can never be done with them on time as planned.

Now, is another of those sidetracking cases.
There'll be presentation later but "later then do slides lahh..." (been quite awhile since I TYPEd Singlish).

So anyway, woke up friggin' early to attend an interview that never happened FULLSTOP

Right, now back to what I was supposed to blog.
Bloghopped and found out that several friends have encountered or are encountering some problems with blogger.com.
Really?
Are there difficulties in loading up of pictures?
Lemme try that out.
.
.
.
.

K, so it took longer than usual to upload just this one picture.
Guess that's what my friends have been whining about yeah?

And anyway,
Happy happy birthday to 1st Brother and S-I-L,
on 29th & 30th July respectively.
May you guys be blessed with happiness, never-ending wealth, good health and healthy babies.
Amiin.

Hmm.

2009-07-22T22:05:00.000-07:00

Esprit wallet.
HTC Touch.
Truckload of tops and jeans of various colours.
Ladies' Boxer shorts.
Adidas slipper.
Specs.
Gifts for loved ones.
TRAVEL.with Mummy especially.
Visit new places and doing new activities.with him especially.
Treat friends.
Foodhunt, new good food.
Ellgy cracked-heel cream.
Working bag.
Scalp and ear treatment.

The.list.goes.on.

Singaporeans support Hitler.

2009-07-16T09:38:00.000-07:00

Like..

2009-07-07T09:38:00.001-07:00

...no other.

'Love' Story.

2009-06-25T23:50:00.000-07:00

There is a friend of mine,
we gotta know one another through our other halves.
They have been going on for 3 years now,
triple of what we've achieved.

Even though we have just gotten to know in brief,
I shall say that the online chat with her yesterday (inclusive of the few meet-ups) disclosed so much about her relationship,
good and bad.
Of course, there are the smoothies and the bumps too,
but what startled me most was the fact that she has been living in lies.

She claimed she was tied down with his over-possessiveness, ridiculous restrictions, not allowed to do this & that, must do that & this or else. . .
Nonetheless, she still secretly does the things that she was disallowed to (shan't list them out here).
And from what I've heard, she's psychologically unstable,
to a point of self-destruction when things don't go her way.

On the other hand, he was somewhat forced to stay on with her,
due to the harm that she may inflict upon herself, or others,
if he doesn't play along with her ways.
He is also said to have changed for the not-so-good, since the commitment.

So, which side of the story to believe?

No doubt that they have been going on strong (or so it seems), shared laughters, jokes and whatnots, displaying affection, etc.

How much further can they go?

Let's pray for the best for them.

But the bottom-line is,
even though a couple may have interlocked their hearts, fingers (or whichever body parts they like), promising each other into an eternal life together,
that doesn't mean he/she already owns the other for life.
Restricting his/her freedom or robbing them of their own personal space and so on.

Secondly, people say they're honest and that they're not hiding matters from the other and blablahblab,
but again, how true is that?
It has proven to be an overstatement.

Just remember that whatever our actions or words, thoughts & intentions are, hidden or manifested,
He knows it all, inside and out.
Some may get to escape with their untruthfulness,
but don't feel too good about that Doods.

Rants.

2009-06-23T19:44:00.000-07:00

People tend to appreciate dearest ones only after receiving desperate needs from them.
If not, being thankful is so scarce.

People tend to be so protective of their dollars and cents which makes them appear to have no sense(s) at all.
Don't they realise that whatever they have, a million bucks or whatnots, are never theirs? Yes, NEVER, even though they've worked bloody damn hard to earn it. Sad, but true.

You're saying most people are just around to satisfy their worldly whims and desires,
but you yourself aren't practising what you preach.
When someone dear really needs it, you come up with 1001 reasons not to let them have it.

Please.

Hmm.

2009-06-14T05:42:00.000-07:00

So there is this phrase that goes, "no secrets between us".
Some placed full emphasis on that saying it's for the best of the relationship.
But do they really hold on to that?
Like how sure can you be?
Even husbands/wives are close-mouthed about some matters, i'm pretty sure there are.

Because some things are better left unknown.

Then what if the partner gets to know about THAT/THOSE secret(s), somehow or other?

Outcome will be...?

.......

When the calories & carbs tripled.

2009-06-07T03:02:00.001-07:00

The Blog That's...

2009-06-01T06:32:00.000-07:00

.....collecting dust.

So just let it collect even more.

Appendicitis (Wiki).

2009-05-21T21:29:00.000-07:00

Appendicitis is a condition characterized by inflammation of the appendix.

It is a medical emergency.

All cases require removal of the inflamed appendix, either by laparotomy or laparoscopy.

If untreated, mortality is high, mainly because of peritonitis and shock.

Laparotomy: A surgical procedure involving an incision through the abdominal wall to gain access into the abdominal cavity.

Laparoscopy: A modern surgical technique in which operations in the abdomen are performed through smallincisions (usually 0.5-1.5cm).

Causes

Acute appendicitis seems to be the end result of a primary obstruction of the appendix lumen.

Once this obstruction occurs the appendix subsequently becomes filled with mucus and swells, increasing pressures within the lumen and the walls of the appendix, resulting in thrombosis and occlusion of the small vessels, and stasis of lymphatic flow.

Rarely, spontaneous recovery can occur at this point.

As the former progresses, the appendix becomes ischemic and thennecrotic.

As bacteria begin to leak out through the dying walls, pus forms within and around the appendix (suppuration).

The end result of this cascade is appendiceal rupture (a 'burst appendix') causing peritonitis, which may lead to septicemia and eventually death.

Symptoms

The typical history includes pain starting centrally (periumbilical) before localizing to the right iliac fossa (the lower right side of the abdomen); this is due to the poor localizing (spatial) property of visceral nerves from the mid-gut, followed by the involvement of somatic nerves (parietal peritoneum) as the inflammation progresses.

The pain is usually associated with loss of appetite and fever, although the latter isn't a necessary symptom.

Nausea or vomiting may occur, and also the feeling of drowsiness and the feeling of general bad health.

With the typical type, diagnosis is easier to make, surgery occurs earlier and findings are often less severe.

Atypical symptoms may include pain beginning and staying in the right iliac fossa, diarrhea and a more prolonged, smoldering course.

If an inflamed appendix lies in contact with the bladder, there is frequency of urination.

With post-ileal appendix, marked retching may occur.

Tenesmus or "downward urge" (the feeling that a bowel movement will relieve discomfort) is also experienced in some cases.

Insya'Allah, everything will be alright.

Un-wiser.

2009-05-04T20:52:00.000-07:00

Started to feel the jitters an hour before the surgery.

Racing heartbeat, cold sweat, and whatnots,

made me feel wanna fart even more.

The xray machine was supercool.

Never seen one of that sort.

Was instructed to wear this heavy magnetic 'vest',

place chin on a support while standing, and bite a stick-looking thing.

Then the upper half of the machine turns 360 and within seconds, done.

Different from the xray I went to at another private dental clinic.

In that clinic, they inserted the xray tool into the mouth,

pressed on the gum where the tooth is hiding and bled in the end.

So just when the dental surgeon and his assistant are all ready to start the surgery,

I asked for a cup of water.

That wasted about 2 minutes.

K surgery proper,

I was awake throughout the entire process

and even though my vision was covered (supposed to)

I could peek through the gap,

unveiling all sorts of dental mechanisms and substances that went into my mouth,

just to take out one stubborn tooth.

But at some point, I just gotta shut my eyes.

But after being put under local anaesthesia,

don't really feel much pain.

Even the injection of the gum to numb the area only felt like an ant-bite.

But I like it when the substance that was being squirted into the gum can be felt.

It's cooling.

Most significant was the drilling of the tooth (mum who's waiting at the lounge can hear it)

and the much effort that the surgeon took to pull the huge tooth out,

cos he went from sitting to standing position.

Didn't even realise that the tooth's out until he said that he's gonna do the stitching already.

That black thread got stucked in between my teeth,

practically flossing it.

Think I got tired of opening my mouth wide for a whole hour or so,

that it started to shut.

And I suddenly coughed out several times into their faces, twice.

I forgot to raise my hand as told, in any case if there's discomfort or pain.

I didn't even know I was going to cough cos the throat abruptly dried up

and felt as though someone was strangling.

But all in all, it was a refreshing experience.

Effingly relieved after all's done.

Not over though.

Most likely to go through that again in a years' time?

At least, I know what to expect.

So, removal of stitches in 6days' time.

Can't wait.

^What my right cheek was like yesterday.

^Stubborn molar, has to be drilled into 3 pieces.

^Woke up today, surprised to see how much swollen it has gotten. Really look like a chipmunk now.

^Yesterday's swollen lower lip turned into a long ulcer today.

^What i had for dinner at Terminal 3 yesterday. Since no solid food allowed, this is the only week that i can indulge in this kinda sweet treats.

^Oh yeahh.

Must watch.

2009-04-30T09:23:00.000-07:00

4 days left.

2009-04-25T07:59:00.000-07:00

ENTP - "Inventor". Enthusiastic interest in everything and always sensitive to possibilities. Non-conformist and innovative. 3.2% of the total population.

Free Jung Personality Test (similar to Myers-Briggs/MBTI)

2009-04-24T00:21:00.000-07:00

"When you're afraid of a certain living thing,

you run away from it.

When you're afraid of God,

you run closer to Him."

Captures.

2009-04-19T08:43:00.000-07:00

The Uninvited.

2009-04-10T22:15:00.000-07:00

As I was hanging up the laundry at the front porch,
saw this cute lil kitty from afar.
As soon as I opened the gate, it came running in.
My house must be extraordinarily cat-friendly.
Even my own cat is starting to get worked up by all the random kitties coming in.
Whatmore, right at the doorstep.
Cute lah!

Rojak.

2009-04-10T04:42:00.000-07:00

To some, it's a tabooed food now.
But i can't help this crave for it.
Tomorrow.
Yeahh.

Two lives claimed thus far from the recent food poisoning epidemic.
Many others affected.
But do we have to shun other rojak stalls/vendors,
thus depriving them of their need to earn a decent living?

And to the new Pasar Geylang,
cepat siap!

Rojak@AMK,
here me come!

Aching head.

2009-04-07T01:36:00.000-07:00

Welcome to the world of politics.

Leave door closed, 24/7.

2009-03-27T09:51:00.001-07:00

Those two bottles are samples of mosquito larvae taken by the environmental officers.
& for some uncertain reason, they left it behind.
I'm so gonna keep them as pets.

But yes, got FINED.
2nd time.

Unfortunate yesterday.
Happened to be the day that the down-turned pail got caught,
for containing stagnant rainwater.
Those people are just down-right sneaky.
Chose to conduct their rounds and checks when we least expected them.
But when we've cleaned and cleared everything free from water stagnation,
they refused to show up.

Thanks.

2009-03-25T07:26:00.000-07:00

Tax-see.

2009-03-22T22:12:00.000-07:00

The confrontational demon inside her was being aroused.

There is the cross-junction at Bugis Junction where the traffic is most of the time heavy,
especially on a weekend.
Swarms of crowd crossing, taxis piling up, a couple of them beating the amber traffic light to join the queue, & stuffs like that...

Right, so the green-man lighted up for pedestrians to cross,
but then there was this smart-ass taxi driver honking & gesturing at pedestrians (inclusive of myself), to give way for him to turn left into the taxi queue.
Even before pedestrians made way for him, he has already inched forward, almost knocking an oldie down.
Others shrieked.
By the time I was at the butt of that taxi, I purposefully knocked its ass so hard, with the bag of books that I carried, that the driver turned to face me and eventually pointed at me, giving the want-to-fight-ah? look.
By all means.

I got really worked up over this occurrence.
Maybe cos I wasn't in the right mood at that time.
Realised that I've gotten into such situations numerous times before, some even more intense.
Though at the end of it, I'll normally be the one feeling guilty and remorseful.

Back to the story,
after throwing pissed frowny faces at each other for a good 10seconds,
I let the matter rest even though I knew that I was being stared at as I continued to march on.
Kalau traffic tak jam aku rase dia dah keluar & start the kecohness.

Should wake these kinda people up before they kill innocent bystanders or whoever else.
But then again, orang dah mcm takde otak kan, ajar macam mane pun susah nak berhasil.

Hmm.

How about me obtaining a Pre-Degree in Anger Management next?

2009-03-21T07:43:00.000-07:00

School's in.

Blood.

2009-03-19T07:29:00.000-07:00

After smelling the world for a whole 2 decades now,
yours truly is still in the dark as to what blood group she's in.

Wasn't thinking about it until that topic was being discussed in a class.

The reason why we humans fall sick & suffer from a diversity of diseases is because we eat stuffs that are not meant for us to consume.
Because humans are categorised into different blood groups,
the food that can be eaten by each group also varies & sorry to say, is limited.
So it doesn't mean that a medicine that works for A, will also work for B.
And what you like to eat &/or always eat, may actually be doing harm to your body.

Hopefully, she's in the AB+ blood group.
Why?
Go figure.

Basket.

2009-03-16T10:10:00.000-07:00

Just why do complacency and ego have to be brought onto the roads?

2009-03-10T23:43:00.000-07:00

From 15th, Singapore ups to the 10th most expensive city,
which makes her the 3rd most expensive Asian city.
Even London's turning cheap. (From 8th 6months ago to the current 27th)
- Economist Intelligence Unit

Flashes me back to the days of International Business.

12.15am.

2009-03-08T09:05:00.000-07:00

So much for being some kinda hero in saving food from being wasted.
Briyani rice, kfc chickens, prawnball & donuts- all shoved into stomach for supper.
As a reward, tummy's presenting me with,
The Diarrhoea Award.

TwentyTuuuaaa....

2009-03-03T07:12:00.000-08:00

Happy 22nd to Bapak.

Semoga diberi keberkatan dan kebahagiaan, InsyaAllah.
Amiin.

Dark is good.

2009-03-03T06:56:00.001-08:00

It may sound crazy but i'm loving the weather now.
Despite having to walk around on super wet & slippery grounds,
running from a point to another in the downpour (i'm umbrella unfriendly) and hence soaking wet,
i'm totally diggin' it.
And the strong winds.
Ooooohhhhhh.

2009-02-28T08:08:00.000-08:00

Trust Wanti, Trust.

2009-02-28T07:07:00.000-08:00

I could've been a tad more 'kiasu' when it comes to getting something that I've been wanting.
If I had known that the first 58 customers have the chance to own the Nokia 5800 for only 58cents,
I wld've been in that chase.

It's ok though.
6 more months.

Couldn't care lesser.

2009-02-26T05:53:00.000-08:00

You thought your good friend is worth that title.
But does he/she regards you the same way you do?
What happened after those years of friendship?
Abandoned? Forgotten? Misplaced?
I'm not affected by that occasion.
Maybe you had your reasons.
Ya, whatever.

Some tries so hard to be normal,
cos they think they're not,
just because they don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
That's beyond normal.

2009-02-22T09:59:00.000-08:00

When you've found someone you love,
do you find another to like?

A daddy face, boy's bod?
or
A boy's face, daddy bod?

Lazier than Garfield.

2009-02-16T05:27:00.000-08:00

Mum has been vehemently advising me to not dump laundry onto the room floor,
but as you know, bad habits tend stick around much longer than it should.
However, an idea struck.
Since dumping onto the floor is forbidden,
there isn't any domestic law prohibiting laundry from being thrown onto places other than the floor.
Thus, the above.

But at the other extreme,
I can be as hardworking as the ants.
So I woke up, saw the pile of junks on the table and chair,
can't stand looking at it,
and thus, below.

Can't get any neater than that y'all.

2009-02-15T03:54:00.000-08:00

Instead of giving in to your whims and wants and whatnots,
just remind yourself to appreciate & embrace everything that you have now.
You'll feel so much at ease and most importantly, refrained from overindulgence,
thus, no spending unnecessarily.

Even when you're down with difficulties, problems, letdowns etc,
keep an open and positive mind,
believing that everything happens for a reason, only known to Him.

If only..

2009-02-12T21:58:00.000-08:00

we get paid for each entry posted on blogs.

Magnum Opus.

2009-02-04T08:30:00.001-08:00

Who's not satisfied and happy after pooping?
Even animals are.
Proof?

Expressing content during the process, through the poo-poo.
Fluffy must have had an overdose of happy pills.

Mum thought I arranged it in such a manner.
Thanks Mum.
Just relieved that you didn't ask if it was my doing.

Constipated.

2009-02-03T07:32:00.000-08:00

Yesterday's tomorrow, in retrospect, is the hottest day of my life.
Sat on the toilet-bowl for a friggin' 45mins, with the laptop (mine doesn't have a webcam, unfortunately).
Once done, stepped out of the enclosure, which for that moment felt like a sauna,
contented.
I just lost a kilo.

Wishful thinking.

2009-01-31T04:43:00.000-08:00

Some have said,
how they wished they could turn back time.
I have said, and will say it again (though I know it won't happen),
how I wish I could fast-forward the time!

Bila niiiiiii?!!!

Phenomenal.

2009-01-22T09:01:00.000-08:00

Should be asleep by now.
Was glued to the TV watching the repeat telecast of an Australian Open tennis match.
5-time Wimbledon Champ, Venus Williams, against a 20-year-old unseeded Spanish, Carla Suarez Navarro.

Gawd, what a match that was...V.Williams LOST.
Not that she played badly though, but S.Navarro is one B.A. girl.
Patient, calm, and just B.A.

I want to play tennissssssssssss!!!!!!

2009-01-21T07:17:00.000-08:00

Or perhaps, Adidas's.
Whichever's cheaper.

Bonch, boleh?
For the coming day tuuu.....
Heeh.
I've never asked for any barang2 before but this time round it's inescapable.
Oh, or maybe black jeans.
=))

2009-01-21T05:14:00.001-08:00

Caller: Hello are you a property agent?
Me: Haha! No.
Caller: Oh but didnt you post up an advertisement? That's how I got your number. It was on the ad.
Me: Haha! Sorry, that agent must have forgotten his/her own hp number & out came my number instead. I'm still a student.
Caller: Oh sorry, bye.

Been getting SMSes & calls from potential property buyers,
& it's starting to irritate me.
Previously, it was just a couple of SMSes & a call every 3 days.
But lately, it's getting more frequent.
I'm expecting other calls but obviously not these.

Though I've got a lead as to where the 'advertisement' is being put up.
Hmm.

2009-01-19T06:51:00.000-08:00

How do you spell Minutes in its short form?
M-I-N-S.

Yes I am.
Thank You.

2009-01-09T05:16:00.000-08:00

^"Hello, why are you looking at me? I'm trying to sleep here."

^"Haiya...get lost lahh!!"

^"Want to sleep peacefully oso cannot."

^"Hmmmph!"

2008-12-30T09:32:00.000-08:00

New Year resolutions?
NONE.
'cos it will slip out of my mind not long after i make 'em.
But what's more important (& should not be absent) is the daily supplication.
Pray for His blessings, good health, positive intellect & to be loved by those whom i love (happiness).
Also, be a better person each day in any ways possible.
Insya'Allah. Amiin.

Oh yikes.

2008-12-27T07:50:00.000-08:00

This will be the second time.
The feeling is inevitable.
Voices telling me to do it.
'It' may lead to people getting sore, disappointed & stupefied.

God, help me.

Long entry. Long time coming.

2008-12-17T00:58:00.000-08:00

Read the stuffs that Shereen aka TAO (missed calling you this back in school) posted on her blog & I shall give my comments here since her tagboard keeps running away.

With regards to your request for tips on how to minimise your spendings, I think most have already been said by you while Saggy's suggestion is only applicable to ridiculous people like herself. She said she keeps on spending ALL her $$ but it never seems to run dry. So she actually doesn't need to save any money.

Anyway, there's this other bit that may help you- don't pamper your Rocky doggy too much. I noticed that u dressed him up as if it'll cost him his modelling career if he was to stay nude as he is.

Well, I have a pet too & no doubt the expenses dedicated to my cat very well surpassed my own, as the price of her food itself is like whoa!..excluding her shampoo (realised that I didnt wet her as often as I should), powder (same for this), vet appointments & whatnots. I ever thought of getting her a bed & even a leash and some other accessories but at the end of it, those are the stuffs that I'll buy for my cat if money isnt an issue. So like you've said, recognise your needs & postpone fulfilling your wants if you know you're gonna be cash-strapped. Of course this is superhard to do, cos temptations always set in, though it's very possible.

Next, Botox.

Weighing the pros & cons of Botox, I think the latter beats the other. But if you think otherwise & you can afford the cost of surgery and treatment, by all means. Just bear the consequences if things go wrong or its not up to your expectations.

Some people didnt (or have not) realise that they're already attractive without having to plaster their face or having those rainbow-coloured hair. They do these changes mainly because it's the in-thing or a must-do to be accepted by 'peers', not because they disapprove of their own imperfections. We have to look good, yes. But there are other less painful & inexpensive ways of doing it. Being pretty ultimately comes from within. Say, after going through the hassle of Botox & next day fate brought you into an accident that requires skin-grafting. Is your Botox worth it?

As there'll always be a bunch of conservative beings voicing out their thoughts or rather, complaining abt such stigma, transforming their way of thinking to that of a liberal soul, wont be as effective as how we want it to. So, everyone is spared for their own opinions...

Maia Lee- One hot Momma?

I've heard that she already has a kid out of wedlock, so not surprised if she bears another or as many as she wants without getting married. If she can afford to give proper upbringing to her children herself, why not? But at the end of the day, its the children that'll be the victims. Growing up to put up with the shame, insults & also finding the answer as to who their natural father really is plus other legal matters that may surface. Why complicate your life? Giving birth isnt a dare game. Like, "Eh I dare you to get pregnant & give out a baby from your 10cm passageway." And after nine months...."Tadaaa! I did it! So lemme spin the bottle now." Just get hitched to the love of your life & bore him his child. Easier said than done but hey, it's THE wise thing to do, no?

2008-12-17T00:41:00.000-08:00

Chef Wann's Chicken (Over)Baked Rice.

2008-12-15T21:29:00.000-08:00

----------------D-e-a-d---------------

With a bold capital D, font size 78.5.

Chow-tah cum Senthosai Outing

2008-11-29T18:55:00.000-08:00

Now twin, do your job.

2008-11-25T06:37:00.000-08:00

A true friend sticks by you UNCONDITIONALLY.

Yelah, kesalahan & kelemahan org lain je yg manusia senang nampak.

Baby steps of positive changes are hardly acknowledged.

KAN?

Mooo-vit.

2008-11-13T07:02:00.001-08:00

A great movie for anyone who needs a laugh.

Alhamdulillah.

2008-11-09T08:03:00.000-08:00

Selamat Pengantin Baru
Abg Syam Asputra Sarip & Kak Nurhafizah Dahlan
!!!

May you have a blessed & blissful married life.

2008-11-05T06:39:00.000-08:00

Though they try to commit, they can't resist looking at other options.
Sad, but so true.

Awesommmmmmmer.

2008-10-28T08:45:00.000-07:00

Cool.

What that?

2008-10-28T04:45:00.001-07:00

Dark to darker.

2008-10-26T08:37:00.000-07:00

Let's just wait and see who'll be having the last laugh.

2008-10-23T07:53:00.000-07:00

Always do good to those who did bad to you.

2008-10-18T09:46:00.000-07:00

Ok so the start of semester's being postponed.
Postponing it for few weeks is still alright,
but 5 frickin' months?!
Not even an email sent to inform students about this postponement?
Nasib baik aku call. Grrr.
So need a job uhhhhhhh.

Another setback.
Will only get a taste of new bed early next month instead of last week.
wtfh.
Back hurts so bad already plus the itch's back.

Oh well.

Hope things get better.

New Ekor.

2008-10-09T08:49:00.000-07:00

^Masai

2008-10-04T08:53:00.000-07:00

Gained a frickin' frackin' 4kilos!!!!!

Ape tak, kuih2 keropok2 kat rumah sendiri pun kau asyik ber-alip-dal Wanti.

Terrible F1 Accident.

2008-09-29T07:09:00.000-07:00

2008-09-29T01:29:00.000-07:00

Yippeeee!
It's raining it's pouring!!
Rain rain, I love the rain!
Chilly chilly, I love the chilly weather!

Muka aku muka coupon.
Other drivers approached, asking for parking coupons at Geylang.
I sold 6 purple ones.
Hah.

Sofabed's coming in two weeks' time.
Yeahh.

Time to varnish itu pintu.

Hausnye.

2008-09-27T20:35:00.000-07:00

Lain org lain ragam.
Based on this fact, one can't say "All girls are the same/All guys are the same".

Adapt to changes & make the best of what you have.

2008-09-25T14:12:00.000-07:00

Modified lyrics of Ku Pohon Restu Ayah Bonda by Mamat.

Duhai Mama.....
Duhai Abang-abang.....
Dengarlah rayuan anak-adikmu....
Yang di depan mata......

Tanpa ku sedari....
Air liur ku mengalir....
Ternampak makanan2....
Yang sedap-sedaaaap.....

Betapa daku gembira....
Jika dapat duit raya.....
Di pagi mulia....
Hari raya.....

Chorus:
Kan ku sujud di perutmu....
Bila kita bertemu....
Kan ku cium tanganmu...
Ku pohon duitmu.....
Oh maafkan daku....
Kerana dah tak betul.

Texting......

2008-09-22T08:25:00.000-07:00

Boy: ....So I dinner with my friends k.
Girl: (Silent)
Boy: Why the silence?
Girl: What were you expecting me to reply? Just 'OK'? You know I don't like to waste my messages.
Boy: I was asking you if I can go dinner with my friends.
Girl: Oh, that was a Question? Haha. So, what if I say you can't?
Boy: Alah....can ah....
Girl: I knew it. Just go lah k since what I say or think aren't applicable.
Boy: Haha. Thanks Dear......

Nice to see, nicer to smell.

2008-09-21T23:51:00.000-07:00

Ok so I did some clearing&cleaning up of my room (not much of a diff in the end though).
Was supposed to look for a pair of maroon Kurung,
but as I ransacked the wardrobe,
everything else fell out & thus, the clearing of clothes.

Seriously in need of a more spacious wardrobe,
'cos current piece is meant for kids.
I had to get big boxes from Ikea plus 2 separate containers,
to store the junks.

Planning to revamp the room,
Rid the current kid's set to make space for a new sliding door wardrobe & a simple sofabed or something like that.
Just these 2 pieces & my room wil be complete.
Yes, I don't need a dressing table or bedside table,
at least not yet.
Maybe once I'm a wife.

Presenting.....MUA COLLECTZION....of jeans & tudungs.

^Jeans that I've yet to wear, once the fats on the thighs&tummy are shed.
Oh when oh when~

^Rarely-worn jeans & a jeans-skirt.

^Worn at home. Uh-huh, I do wear jeans at home. Anything the matter?
And that's the all-time favourite camou pants.

^Out of the many, only these 2 are worn frequently, but washed seldomly.
So, imagine the fragrance.
My beloved whitejeans has turned pink, so it shall not be posted.
UUUURGH!

And I still wanna buy a couple more light jeans,
to balance out the dark ones.
*Hinthint, birthday's coming.*

!!! BAJU SALE coming soon !!!

Hawtt.

2008-09-20T22:10:00.000-07:00

Hot topic of conversation now- How's your preparation for Raya?
For those who're thinking of asking this,
I'll just let u guys know here.

One, I swear I did not realise that only 10 days of Ramadhan is left.
Felt like it has only been a week of fasting.
Maybe 'cos I didn't get to welcome this Holy month, 'MC' for the 1st few days.
Two, Hari Raya celebration has been on the low since the previous year.
Of course, Muslims who have performed the sacred duties of the 3rd Pillar of Islam (fasting, worship, reading the Quran, purifying one's behaviour & charity), deserve to celebrate the triumph over a-month long period of Ramadhan.
Well, I'm just looking forward to gather with the seldom-met relatives,
'Cos u know, the excitement isn't like what it had been during the hey-days.

So, preparation is minimal.
As in, not doing much of a Raya-shopping.
Mum made my Baju Raya while I do the baking of cookies.
Left with some cleaning up & that's about it.

YOU know, it's advisable to not debate about sensitive issues, like religious matters.
If you choose to be ignorant,
SO BE IT.
It's between You & HIM.
There's no need to question on what has been specified.

Lovebites.

2008-09-14T08:50:00.000-07:00

Consulting the doctor turned out to be a real bad move.
Prescribed cream doesn't work at all.
Depending on Mopikau for now.
Hope this gets better, like prettySOONprettyplease?
*scratchscratch*

2008-09-13T21:13:00.001-07:00

12 September 2008.

Happy Anniversary.

2008-09-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

Intan Umbrella Ella Isa Bella ku.
Coming to 7 years.
Love.

Wise-doom tooth-sie.

2008-09-06T14:22:00.000-07:00

The wisdom-tooth pain is back again.

So not good.

One of those days.

2008-09-06T02:35:00.000-07:00

Worrywarts are the saddest people.
I'm one of those patheticos.
I hate it.
But can't help it.
Even a teeny-weeny bit of lone-time that i have,
will be devoted to thinking of craps that are, well...bunch of CRAP.

Thank you Mr. James Patterson,
for keeping me occupied with your excellent storytelling.

Step-by-step.

2008-08-31T05:49:00.000-07:00

Selamat menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak to all Muslims all over the place.
May He bless our ibadah & guide us in our jihad nafsu.

Kalimat yang terindah adalah ALLAH.
Lagu yang merdu adalah ADZAN.
Kompas yang terbaik adalah AL-QURAN.
Senam yang sihat adalah SHOLAT.
Diet yang sempurna adalah PUASA.
Kebersihan yang menyegarkan adalah WUDHU.
Perjalanan yang indah adalah HAJI.
Khayalan yang baik adalah INGAT DOSA & TAUBAT.

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan!

Selamat berpuasa.
Mohon maaf zahir & batin.

2008-08-26T21:27:00.000-07:00

Dear God - (Official Video) - Avenged Sevenfold

Dig It.

2008-08-06T09:20:00.000-07:00

You know, sometimes when you're just feeling down, confused, scared, stressed etc.,
diggin' your nostrils can be very therapeutic?

My First.

2008-08-05T23:52:00.000-07:00

Mum's busy sewing and i'm currently a house-daughter&sister.
So it's time to overcome the fear of minyak meletop-merecik.
Spent an hour++ in the kitchen,
preparing something simple & of course,
sweating (shhh! don't tell anyone that few droplets dripped into the wok).
I mean, sweat is a healthier substitute for salt right?

`Throwing in the ingredients and.......

`........Tadaaaaa!

The cooking-illiterate chef's first ever dish- Nasi Ayam Goreng Keropok.

=))

2008-07-30T09:47:00.001-07:00

Happy 22nd, Kak Fizah.
May God bless.

2008-07-29T09:59:00.000-07:00

Happy 29th, Abang Syam.
May God bless.

-------------------------------

Southern Ridges.
Let the pictures do the talking.
(Not in sequence whatsoever)

^Managed to climb up to the top of the 'ball-web' despite a sprained ankle.

^ni muke orang minyak dah penat

^Yeah, that's tight.

^eh twin, don't you think there's some lil teeny weeny bits of resemblance between us?

^It's not picture perfect, but the idea is.

2008-07-23T09:03:00.000-07:00

Has it ever occurred to you that you may not see your old folks ever again at any minute?
Some are fortunate to still have both around.
Others are not so.
Have we really fulfilled our responsibilitIES as a son/daughter to our mother/father?
What have we all done lately?
Chasing wealth? Turning home into our own budget hotel? Going all out to please others but our own parents?
To those who've found true love (whatever this means) or getting hitched,
always busy with wedding preparations? Only think of that big day while everything else is a blur/non-existent?
Won't you guys be spending the rest of your lifespan with your partner?
So why don't you do good to your parents, make them happy while you have the chance to NOW?
Or just waiting for something abominable to happen to them and only then will you come back to your senses?

Let's cogitate.....
(If only some people would)

Goodbye my Dear.

2008-07-22T05:51:00.000-07:00

Today, my name is Insane.
Seriously, i don't know why i told mum to cut off my most treasured possession-
The tail that i've kept since about a year ago.
Somehow i feel bald now.
There's nothing else left that could irritate and strangle me just like how Taily did.
"Mama, boleh glue-kan balik tak?"

2008-07-20T22:33:00.000-07:00

Bloghopped and found a cute Malay show for kids (adult-kids included).
This particular episode is my favourite.

(Previous episodes)

2008-07-19T08:53:00.000-07:00

Several pictures taken from Henderson Waves, a part of the Southern Ridges.
Was really looking forward to complete the whole 9km,
but well, someone's super friggin' afraid of heights.

Part II coming soon.

This Explains It.

2008-07-15T07:34:00.001-07:00

I've caused great happiness to yet another soul.
I've blown bad chances away.
That makes me a....

Replace the red words with their antonyms.

Thanks.

2008-07-08T05:15:00.000-07:00

This is it.
Tomorrow is the start of the next phase of my life.
Like it or not,
Just Do It.

AndOh,
Better deals always come after you're stucked with the pathetic one.
GRRR.

2008-07-06T04:19:00.000-07:00

Orang-orang yang banyak duit, hidup glamour & mewah, tapi akhirnya kahwin free.
Sponsor bertabur, nak kejarkan free publicity sebab orang yang dah gatal tu (oh salah, yang dah ketemu jodoh) tu fofular.
Ape meaning tu?

2008-06-29T09:36:00.000-07:00

Staying up for the Euro finals.
About 2 hours to go.

Few days back, a pervert rubbed his bulge on my right arm.
I was on the way back from Bugis, sat at the seat nearest to the aisle.
The evening peak period got the bus filled fast.
But it wasn't THAT crowded, he could stand back a lil bit.
No, he just chose to give me the gooseybumps, each time the bus made a turn.
As much as i tried to shrink myself, it doesn't work cause the pervert would inch forward everytime i did that.
"Kalau handsome takpe jugak."
So had to withstand the stress and uneasiness for about 10mins, till he got a seat behind me.
However, agony didn't end there.
He then nudged the back of my seat continuously with his knees.
That went on for the rest of the journey, approx. 15mins.

No, i don't have PMS. I just really despise them.

2008-06-27T03:38:00.000-07:00

Sports competitions/championships always produce the best surprises,
sweeeeet, unexpected, and all other sorts of surprises laa.

One of the many recent NEWSFLASH is..........
MARIA SHARAPOVA (former Wimbledon champion) LOST TO AN UNSEEDED FELLOW RUSSIAN IN THE 2ND ROUND ONLY!
Awesome shyt.
No offence to anybody but i love seeing her lose. nyehehe!

Another shocker is...............
WORLD NO. 1. ANA IVANOVIC LOST TO UNSEEDED CHINESE PLAYER, something-ZHENG. (whoa!)

On the flipside, Turkey didn't deserve to lose the Euro 2008 semi-final against Germany laaaaa.

Pre-working stress.

2008-06-25T22:51:00.000-07:00

3 pimples popped, all on right-half of my face.

Times are hard, i'm fully aware of that.
But it's not like i'm NOT making any effort at all.

Choosy?
I believe there's nothing wrong with me being a lil choosy when searching for a fulltime job,
unless you want me to work in misery and be mentally/emotionally drained doing something that i don't fancy.

Sure, job vacancies are everywhere but it's a matter of which is most suitable for oneself.
When something we want doesn't work out, other doors will be opened for us. InsyaAllah.
Just a matter of time.

Ok, time for the LAST RESORT (boohoo!).
Bismillah....

Kids, please try this at home. Not.

2008-06-25T08:39:00.000-07:00

WARNING!
You may want to grab a pack of chips while viewing.

This following video is an evident of how this fast-paced environment, that we live in, takes its toll on certain adults, brainless and desperate adults.

In broad daylight.
At Seletar Dam.
Woman drives a Honda, man rides a Harley.
Woman's a Chinese, man's an Ang Moh.
Didn't get the chance to record the whole action, only the second half.
Was immersed in watching the stuffs they did during the first half,
basically man planted lovebites at erm, just somewhere around her mid-valley, and hands all over.
All within 5minutes.
"They're outta time and all they got is 5minutes, 5minutes....tick tock tick tock tick tock beygok."

At the end of it all, they finally realised that they were being watched.
Nitwits.

2008-06-20T10:05:00.000-07:00

Had a sudden crazy idea of being a freelance writer.

Should i accept that offer? Reject it?
Re-weighing the plus-es and minus-es....

Ok, sorry, i shall just zip it.
I can never get the right things outta my mouth....

Yeah, tomorrow's the day.
My Botak Jones.

2008-06-19T07:35:00.000-07:00

What's life without the humps and bumps?
Life's like a train. Get on board to start the journey of twists, turns.....

There is this girlfy, well i don't know how to exactly describe her,
She's strong, at the same time helpless.
Somewhere in between, yet nowhere.

She's currently in a relationship she's not even sure of.
First few humps, overcame it.
Subsequent shits, took a gamble, crumble.
She's been on bumpy rides since.
Nonetheless, kept on going for like what, 3 years now?

Well, girl, after what happened earlier, witnessed by 2 others,
i think you can just forget about salvaging the relationship.
You've been patient long enough, yet no improvements in him.
Still wanna stick with that human who knows no boundaries?
Why torture yourself like that?
I know you may say that it's easier said than done, or that i may not understand your situation/feelings.
Well then, it seems like you don't understand yourself.

Doesn't need a wise person to tell you to put it all to an end already,
to teach those kinda abusive yet coward bastards lessons that they deserve.
"Kau nak pizza? Kau pergi kat mak kau, aku dah campak pizza tu kat muka dia."
That's totally unacceptable.
Don't wanna imagine what else he has said to you after all these years.

I can just advice you as a friend, a friend of erm, 8 years?
Rest is up to you.
Make a decision that you think is most appropriate and wise.
God will never test us with obstacles that we can't handle.
But we have our own limits and you do agree that he has always gone way beyond your limits, no?
Well, don't fall into his trap any longer.
No matter how nice he can be at another moment, he can always repeat his extreme doings to you again.
Seek guidance from Him k girl?

*You'd wanna play the song by Rihanna- Take a Bow, to him.

What's left of us........

2008-06-17T10:10:00.000-07:00

According to entomologist E.O. Wilson, there are an estimated 10, 0000 trillion ants on earth and their combined weight is equivalent to the weight of the entire human population. That's roughly 1.6 million ants for each person.

When a fly lands on your food, it vomits up digestive enzymes that break it down into liquid form so it can suck it up. Since house flies are known to carry a large number of diseases, it's best not to eat anything that a fly has snacked on.

Happy. No More Buts.

2008-06-15T01:46:00.000-07:00

The Friggin' Happiness Fairy has just sprinkled happy dust on me.

I'm happy for you, now that you've found her.
No matter how much your doing hurts me, hurts me bad, so bad,
I just wanna congratulate you on having met the person whom you're really happy with, who is way much better than me.
I lack in every ways, yes i know.
But the past has turned me into a stronger person, a wiser one.
Kinda amusing, looking back to how i can fall for a sweet-mouther like you.
Well i guess THAT's why.

Some stories need no telling.
Some things need to be seen from another perspective, other than how they have always been looked at.

And to Pak Polisi, dostet darum. =))

2008-06-11T06:50:00.000-07:00

7 days a week?!

That's a straight NO.

Next.....

2008-06-10T07:49:00.000-07:00

It's now or never.
If it is not meant to be, it will not be.
If it is meant not to be, it will be.

2008-06-04T00:39:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Mummy.
Love you toads-loads!

Who would have thought that the lady in the picture above is my Mother?